Crossroads going nowhere.

Feeling stuck with my life these days, I wanna change to a different person, I hate my current self. Weak and forgiving, fat, ugly and inadequate.

Plans and dreams are failing, so is body and soul, self deprivation for one's happiness really kills a heart, being in a band to me really does'nt help, losing a band member and a good friend really sucks you out, getting new ones feels weird, plans not working out fucks you up, revelations, I could'nt stand to see, No mind games, no mouthed words, Patience is you seeing hope. losing it means I'm dead.

I wanna sleep, calm sleep, deep sleep,

have to end my current lifestyle and start my new life, a life with barricades and secrets, Simple and healthy, productive and enriching, I am an open comic book for people to read, some people don't like it some people do, to those, thanks, now turn to page 32.

the end.