For your eyes only...

There is this girl that I've met, A very short stint in my life where light prevailed darkness in my mind, She glowed in me as a lamp in a once very dark attique, after seeing and realizing all my faults and weakness, she made me feel I wanted a new life, A life with her, a life for her, I'd do anything and everything for her, limitations aside, possibilties endless...

This light feels like it's slowly fading away... Leaving me behind in this dark attique, turning this once lit room in to a blind man's perspective... I always hear stories about life where people get to hurt each other by not hurting each other, I thought to myself the answer is simple... Then when your at the middle of it you get so misguided and lost that you do'nt know where to go to except down, I feel I can do better if she can give me a new chance in her life, Never have I felt so alone when she shut her doors. I only asked for one thing... Her.

Nevermind the pasts, the history, the sayings, the teachings, the warnings, I just wanna be stupid and ignore all of it, throw caution out the window and be with her like I wanted it to be, Change is good to a person. I need to change. Change my ways, my life, my perspective... I know for a fact that the world does not revolve for me... But when she walked into my life I felt like the sun and stars itself held still on that very moment just to remind me that I'm still alive and faith still has an eye opened for me with a slight smirk and a very faint laugh, hope does really know how to hide... but by finding it, defines what you are in life...